NSMW 2014

Because I have finally reviewed my blog posts and edited the first two pages of the Barwis Methods tab, I  saw blog posts that I posted in 2013 and 2014.   They were blog posts about walking and  both Jesse and Adam.   I remembered that I had written a post that had the links to songs that reminded me of both of them  early on as I started my blog.  That was when I started my Tunes tab.   I went back and reviewed this tab from 2013 and 2014. I made a playlist on Apple Music.

I won’t listen to it just now because I am into the Christmas spirit and I am only listening to the playlist I made of my Christmas Faves.   As I downloaded all of the songs from the beginning of my Tunes tab, I downloaded songs from November 2013 and all of 2014. It is comprised of 115 songs and it lasts for 7 hours and 25 minutes  and it is quite the eclectic mix!

There were three songs that I could not download as I made my playlist. I searched the songs on YouTube and here are the three songs that are NOT in my playlist;

August 2014 Faves

Unscrew you – Rachele Royale

I tried my best to find this song and just reading the title of the song, I could not remember it. I was able to finally find it in a roundabout way on vimeo.   I was unable to share this song though.

I did find a video of her hearing this song on the radio. She screams really loud a whole lot but I think that I would do the same thing if I heard myself singing on the radio (which I never will by the way!)

I posted that video because hearing the few bars of this song before her and her friends scream really loud refresh my memory a bit. It’s not a big deal that that’s not on my playlist though!

I was able to find the other two songs though. Here they are:

Posted September 2, 2014.

Throwback School Year Tunes

Medicate the kids

July 2014 Faves

The Madden Brothers

I put these songs on my blog so I still will be able to access them also because I cannot find them on Apple Music.

“This Makes Me Happy!”

To make my morning routine go a little more smoothly, I  made an Apple Music Christmas playlist. I put Wham! on it four different times! Before we start, I put it on shuffle and my Mom laughs because every time I hear the beginning bars of Wham!; I smile and gasp!

I added four songs to the playlist last night:

Gloria Estefan reminds my Mom (and me) of my aunt Rita.  She died when I was eight.   This was a  Christmas album that I remembered listening to in my younger days.

One more song that  I added to my Christmas playlist was one that my Mom told me that she liked and reminded her of my Dad.   When she told me that, I told her that I didn’t want to hear it. As I was downloading the songs last night, I told Sean that this song reminds Abuela of Grandfather and he said, “That’s enough!”   I exclaimed that that was what I told her but it’s not like that.  At least that’s what my Mom told me.

The four songs that I added, played in this order today sprinkled between my favorite Christmas songs.   When we were finished and I was transferring back to my wheelchair,  my Mom told me that, “This makes me happy!”   It made me happy too!

This One’s for You, Shan!

I recently thought about this and Wham! has been my FAVORITE Christmas song since about the second or third grade. I remember talking with my cousinT probably about 17 or 18 years ago about Christmas songs. One Christmas song that I heard often on the radio that kind of got on my nerves was that Bruce Springsteen song when he talks to the E St. band about Clarence wanting a new saxophone and practicing and rehearsing really hard so Santa would get him one. That conversation used to bug me! That’s when, my cousinT, Shannon, told me that’s one of her favorite songs.  I laughed and told her that, Last Christmas was my favorite song and that was a song that she didn’t like very much!

Now, I cannot hear this version of, Santa Claus is Coming to Town without thinking of her and smiling!  It seems that this year, I have a few addendum, songs that I will have to add to my Christmas Faves song list. So, Shannon, this one’s for you!  💜💜💜

Dreams

My knee popped out three separate times last night. That hurts so much! At this point, it will pop, my sleep is interrupted and I roll around a little bit to try to get it to pop back in.  I repeat this until it pops back again.  It doesn’t feel good at all and it disrupts my sleep so much!   Because my sleep is so disrupted pretty much every night, I rarely remember my dreams.

However, even with my knee popping out, I remembered my dream last night!   I was in a barn at a country dance and I was dancing with Jesse (my first Barwis trainer) and  Adam (my second Barwis trainer who I

used to call “Phil”).

I hadn’t texted either one of them for a long while but the dream was so vivid that I texted each of them to tell them about it  when I woke up. I wasn’t even sure if they still had the same phone number but to my delight, they did and they received the text well.

I have thought about that dream all day long! I was dancing to country music in a barn. It made me think back to, “Camo Wednesday” that all the trainers used to participate in when  I first started working out at Barwis and both Jesse and “Phil” were at Barwis. Jessie told me that I could wear camo on Wednesday also but I told him that I didn’t own any. I remember that I specifically  bought this shirt to wear for ”Camo Wednesday.“

I remember that my cousin, Kimmy, took the picture and it was after my training was finished and I was extremely tired from working on stands with “Phil” (Adam).

This was back when Sean used to make me watch Duck Dynasty.   These pictures were in my media library on my blog from previous posts so I know I’vr talked about, “Camo Wednesday” before. I’ve been thinking about that dream, Jesse and “Phil,” and my first weeks at Barwis.  Aside from the dream I had about my Dad, that has been one of the BEST dreams I have had in a very long while!

ALMOST Forgotten Tune #38

I like receiving notices of my Facebook friends’ birthdays. I absolutely love birthdays and love to acknowledge people’s birthdays! Today, I got an alert of a newer Facebook friend’s birthday.   We have gone to the same school from first grade to 12th grade. We were in all of the same honors classes in high school. We were school friends and never hang out socially. but I remember that he made me a mixed tape before I was driving. I thought I was in middle school but Janet Jackson’s album, The Velvet Rope, didn’t come out until 1997. I was a sophomore.

It was the notification that it was his birthday that made me think of that mixed tape. The song was my favorite on the tape! I remember that I liked it a whole lot because she says, “Hey J”  in the beginning and I took it as me because my name is Jennifer. I wasn’t called, “J” until I began teaching but I remember thinking of this tape some eleven years ago and I thought of it today because it’s yhe guy who made me that mixed tape’s birthday!

I’ve listened to this song a number of times after I searched the video on YouTube and have been singing it ALL DAY LONG!   Even though I am not 26th like the song says, because I am 36 I’m going to let it fit anyway! 😂😂😂

December 2018 Faves

I had a Neurology appointment a little while ago and that was the first day I realized that Mr. Mister sang this song:

I couldn’t hear a Mr. Mister song without thinking of this song which reminds me of Sean being young.

Just before my Mom was finished putting my wheelchair together and was going to get me out of the car, I heard this song which immediately reminded me of  riddle school and my friend Natalie:

Bittersweet

The evening before yesterday, both of my headlights went out on my car.   My car is a 2012 Malibu and it’s the first car I have owned. It’s been paid off for a couple of years now and my Mom drives it back-and-forth from her house to mine to assist with my care. As I have written before,  I have stopped driving.

I texted Dan right after the Les Stanford Service Department opened up.  After exchanging a few texts with Dan, it was arranged that my Mom would take my car there to get new headlights. We figured out that it has to be taken in to get new headlights because the entire bumper has to come off  before the headlights can be replaced.

When my car was there, it also needed an oil change. My Mom told Dan that the chair topper was rusting the roof of my car. Dan said that he would have it sent over to the body shop to have them take a look at it.

Dan texted me to let me know when it was complete.

There needs to be a little bit of a backstory here:

My Dad leased me a 2000 Malibu when I was in college. It was electric blue and it’s name was, “Bess” because I wanted to get cow seat covers back then.  I totaled it early one winter morning on my way to work.  It was my first time driving on Detroit roads after it had snowed. Up to that point, I had completely been spoiled by Dearborn roads that are nicely plowed for my whole life!

It was after that, that I leased my first car from my Dad’s car salesman. It was a 2006 Malibu. It was silver and had a sunroof.  Her name was, “James.”   Even though it was a girl, the first song I heard after I signed the papers was James Blunt.  When that lease what’s up, I leased my second car from Ali Reda who was at the same dealership. My Dad‘s car salesman had left.   When that lease was almost up, Bill wink, the dealership by my parents’ house, had closed and I followed Ali Reda  to Les Stanford.

I leased a 2009 Malibu. It was black. Her name was “Natasha.”   She was named after Natasha Bedingfield.  Toward the end of that lease, I killed that car too. I was driving to work in the rain and Dix was flooded.   I didn’t know it was the as flooded as it was until the car in front of me‘s rear lights went underwater!   I shoved my car in reverse but it was too late to get out of the water. Apparently, cars don’t float!

I had a chair topper and hand controls put on, “Natasha” because I was in a wheelchair full-time and was driving with my hands at that point. I had the lease changed over to a purchase of the car so the chair topper could be bolted onto the roof.

I had my dead, “Natasha” sent over to Advantage Mobility so they could remove the chair topper and hand controls and Ali Reda was able to sell that car and have me purchase a new 2012 Malibu. Her name is, “Bea” She is named after Colbie Caillat.  After I signed the papers at Les Stanford, Ali arranged for the car to be sent directly to Advantage so they could put the chair topper on.

When Advantage was finished with it, I picked my new car up from there. I have never seen my car without the chair topper.

When my Mom went to pick up the car, this is what she found!:

I was completely shocked! My car looks so beautiful! I had never seen it without a chair topper and I own that!

Saundra will scrap the chair topper because Advantage won’t buy it back because it’s a pretty old model.  They filled the holes that the bolts Left on the roof and covered it with Saran wrap stuff that’s really tough!

I stared at these three pictures that my Mom sent me and my eyes kind of teared up! My car looks so pretty!   It’s kind of bittersweet! I will never be able to drive it again. I own it. I have never owned a car before!  I especially like this last picture because you can see the dent I put in the rear driver’s side door.   I also like it because if you zoom in on the rims, you can tell how often I would bump into curbs toward the end of my driving days.

I will drive this car until it dies, or rather, my Mom will drive that car until it dies because it has a lifetime XM radio in it!

Christmas Chronicles

Yesterday, I made a Christmas playlist on Apple Music of all my favorite Christmas songs. My Mom and I listened to it as she washhed my legs and put my tens unit on.  In  addition to all of my Christmas faves, I put Wham! on it four different times! I put it on shuffle and was surprised  and delighted each end every time it played!

My Mom has been telling me about a Christmas movie that she saw a Netflix for a few days now. She’s been telling me to watch it. Well, I watched it today. I absolutely loved it! It was called, Christmas Chronicles.

I know that I have written before that when I was 16, I worked at Fairlane mall in a sports apparel store that was called Superstars.   I remember one time, just before Christmas and after the mall was  decorated for Christmas, Santa had just arrived for pictures. I walked to the common area  where Santa was with Don (the manager’s nephew).   He worked there too and we were both on break.

It was the first year that Fairlane mall had a Santa Claus who  actually looked like an authentic Santa Claus. We were on the second floor and we walked to the glass ledge so I could get a better look. Before I even realized it, out yelled, “Santa!”  Santa looked up in my direction, right at me and slowly raised his hand to wave at me. I gasped and smiled  widely and waved back excitedly!

I’m sure that Don made fun of me for doing this but I was so excited that I couldn’t help myself! I didn’t even care because it was actually Santa! I felt like I was a little child and NOT 16 years old!

I don’t want to spoil the movie for anyone who sees it but I felt the EXACT same way watching this movie!  I’m pretty sure that I’m going to watch  it again, probably today but it was so nice to remember that excited feeling I had when seeing Santa when I was a teenager!

Sean and I were at Southland Mall a couple of years ago with my Mom. Sean and I had just taken our Christmas pictures and we were going to eat at Olga‘s Kitchen. Santa had just sat down and they were getting ready to start taking pictures. As Sean pushed me past him, I raised my hand and frantically waved as I yelled, “Santa!”

I’m not sure if it was just because I was in a wheelchair but he waved back at me and smiled which STILL made my day!