Category: A Bit Of Randomness

I called Bluehost today and I’m kind of out of luck for the short term so I think I will be posting grammatically incorrect posts for the short term. I have said all along that AI is going to be the death of us and at least it’s messing with my blog. That and my eyes are going anyway so it’s not easy. This kind of stinks.

i’m listening to Gavin Degraw and remembering being in our first apartment. I don’t think these memories were my head!!! I can still see it, and I was so scared!!!

It’s a late night pillaging again like last weekend. However, I did not drop any of my pills and that makes me feel good. I can’t believe that this is my entire life now?!

it was another late start to the day. I ate dinner pretty late and because it’s chilly, I changed over to Turkey Stove Top stuffing. I will probably go back to chicken in March or April, possibly May. Now it’s cold weather eating.

Today, I finished the seasonal Fall Werther’s caramels. I’m going to change it up a bit next year because we went through them way too fast! So, I will keep them in the desk under the TV until October 1, when I watch Hocus Pocus.

I spoke with Sean and I have decided that I’m going to get two bags of Pumpkin Spice because that is Sean‘s fave. I prefer the Maple ones so I’ll get bag of those. I liked the green apple, but I was the only one eating them and I like the Maple ones better.

I tried the Maple ones last and I tried them the day before Sean did. When I saw him the next day, I told him that they taste ‘fall-y’. He tried them and my Mom asked him what they taste like and he said ‘fall-y’ and that made me laugh. Look at me, making up words!

Yesterday, my friend texted me and asked me how my eyes are doing. I must say that when I saw the Lions play opening weekend, I could tell that I could not see as well as I have been able to. That shocked me.

I thought about a supplement that I took a couple of years ago. Dr. Clark’s office offered it and I was on it for a while until they could no longer get it. So I stopped taking that maybe for a couple months. But after watching that opening weekend, I could see that my eyes had faded so much so I restarted supplement. I found it on Amazon.

I watched the Rams last weekend and I saw before they lost and I could see the lineup so much better! I think that it’s that supplement.

We spoke about my eyes and I told him that they are not darkening like I have diabetes. Things are just a little bit more blurry. I told him when my optometrist just told me. My left eye is 20/70and my right eye is 20/100. I’m not sure which eye was my Dad’s good eye, but he was the same. One was 20/70 and the other was 20/100.

I remember that shortly before my Dad‘s death, he stopped wearing his glasses. I am not there yet. Years ago an optometrist told me that my eyesight is so bad that it’s better that I have a contact that is directly on my eyeball rather than space between my eye and a pair of glasses. Now that I have the expensive contacts, I can put them in so much easier so that seems to work.

it really stinks. I still hear that d*mn doctor from when I was first diagnosed! “Look, [I] have MS, I’m going to go blind and then I’m going to die. I’m hanging on though… Just barely!!!

I got an email yesterday saying that the Vanilla Maple chapstick. I ordered from Burt’s Bees had shipped. That’s good because I just have three nubs left of my previous fall chapstick. Let me ‘splain ya:

I think it may have been three or four years ago when I ordered a bunch of chapstick because they had the flavors I really liked for the Fall and Winter. But, here’s the thing, I thought it was Ginger Spice but instead, it was Salted Caramel. I don’t like Salted Caramel. It sounds like I would, but I don’t. I had to use it all up, though which took three or four years.

I had decided years ago that I liked to Vanilla Maple the best and I ordered it this year when it became available on October 6. So, I got word that they shipped and I currently have three nubs left over from Pumpkin Spice, Chai, and Vanilla Maple.

So I get this email and I know that I have about two weeks left of chapstick from my nubs so it will work out. I would normally put a picture of my nubs on my post, but my site is still a little bit wonky. What I will do is post a picture on Facebook with this blog post. Most of my readers are from Facebook.

I am spending my time writing about frivolous things because I don’t want to write about something that is gnawing at me. I watched The Accountant today because I needed to calm down. I don’t think that I’ll write about it today either though… I got ready for my virtual appointment with my neurologist next week and yesterday, I had to fill out seven questionnaires. That has been the most questionnaires I’ve had to answer in the past 25 years. I’m not sure they even read them, but I filled them out. I think I’ll talk about that tomorrow? in the meantime, I have my 3 nubs of chapstick.

I watched Meet Joe Black yesterday. I was able to watch it on Prime video. I had seen this movie in high school and I remember really liking it, so much so that I bought the two video set so I could own it before I went to college. I took it with me to college. I never watched it.

Not too long ago, my Mom saw the movie and we tried watching it on my TV, but we were streaming it on some platform and it kept glitching after about 20 minutes of watching the movie.

I was thinking about it yesterday so I checked the watch options and it was available on Prime. I have Prime because I order medical supplies every single month!

I knew there was a reason why I owned the movie and I bought it with two videos so it was like 20 bucks when I was in high school.

well, I watched it yesterday and I completely understand why I liked it so much. I thought that I was going to have a life like that! And Brad Pitt is in My preferential color palette. I swoon over guys with blue eyes! I prefer a little darker hair, but I’ll take it.

This was back before I was diagnosed with MSback when I could fully dream of a life I wanted! The life that I wanted and expected to live is definitely t the life I am currently living is not quite that, but I’m enduring it.

I saw the beginning of this movie a few weeks ago I think. I don’t know why I didn’t finish watching it, but I didn’t. Well, I turned the Hallmark Channel on today and it was right at the part where I stopped watching it so I was able to watch the entire movie. It was super cute even though I think the guy was kind of old. I’m really not sure how I feel about kids in Hallmark movies because one of the people are a single parent. I would not want to involve Sean in any of that so I didn’t.

I never pay attention to Hallmark movie titles because they’re mostly cheesy. I was watching TV with my contacts and glasses on so I can’t read the TV when I looked at the guide. I took a picture of it and then I realized how cute of a title that was! Truly, Madly, Sweetly.

The movie was about a widower with a daughter and a woman who owns a cupcake truck. The two of them inherit a bakery and a garage for her truck. of course they renovated it and fell in love at the end. I can’t even put pictures on because my blog is a little wonky, but my vision is not good enough right now to address it.
I will put those pictures in the comments as well as the song that took me right back to sophomore year!

I remember buying this CD single. I remember I left it in the hallway just outside my locker upstairs at my high school. I think I brought it because I think that I had a computer class so I could listen to it during class.

it was on the floor when I went back to look for it. Seeing this movie and the title, immediately took me back to sophomore year! Man!?! Times were so different back then!!! I was able bodied back then, so I thought. I thought I would marry my boyfriend who I don’t even know anymore. I never ever thought my life would be like it is now though but I am living it. I will put the pictures in the comments and the song as well. If my blog was working properly, this would be Rando Tune #90.