I was playing Word Connect as my Mom went to lay down. I was just trying to decompress because it’s difficult to pillage sometimes and I dropped three pills, it was a mess.
She came home and everything was rectified. As I was playing my game, the song came on:
This song came out my first semester at Western. Back when I could still walk to class. Back when MTV still showed videos and I would watch it all the time. MTV played in the rec center back when I could still work out so I heard the song there too.
What am I supposed to do with memories like this?! It hurts a little bit because I can clearly see all of these memories. But that’s just what they are. Just memories. I can’t do that anymore. I can’t do anything anymore. But seriously, what am I supposed to do with memories like this?! I kind of think that I would like to forget them, but I know that’s not possible. I just remember them and regret.