I was listening to my Gavin DeGraw playlist a while ago. It was still August I think. That first album reminds me of our first apartment. I had just gotten that CD and I listened to it often! I can still SEE my first apartment. I remember that I was more able about it than and I didn’t think I would get to where I am now EVER!!! Back then, I thought I would live a full life and get married and have a couple more kids. That didn’t happen and I’ve mourned that so long ago, but I do live in my memories and I have been for a while: