I’m still right in the middle of vacillating between acceptance and mourning my current situation. I think this will be a constant battle for me, but I think today I am leaning towards accepting it more than mourning it. This will change, probably a little bit today as well.
My daily routine is the same every day. I wake up and pray as I drink two shakes (Breakfast and lunch) because this heat is STILL unbearable. I drink my first after taking my morning vitamins I listen to an audio rosary. Then I stretch my hands (with my therapy putty) and then I stretch my arms to a third rosary and then take my lunch vitamins. I continue my daily prayers off of the Hallow app and then I can begin my routine to get ready for the day with my Mom‘s help.
I watched Voicemails for Isabelle and I realized that the song that is playing when her mom tells her that Isabelle has died is the same song from that Guinness commercial!!!
I searched my blog for that commercial to repost. I didn’t find a couple, but I watched that commercial on YouTube and I cried! This was back when I thought that I could be physically able to live my life in my manual wheelchair. Things didn’t work out like that! I am a Power chair now and I have been since July 2018. I didn’t see that one coming, but I guess I kind of did.
Here is the song: