Something happened this morning and it’s the first time it has happened for 25 years. It happened when I woke up and sat up just before I was going to get out of bed and just before I got ready to complete our routine.
This disease progression has really been smacking me in my face for a while! It’s a lot!
As I was getting ready to get out of bed, I just thought about how difficult it was going to be, and I covered my face with my hands starting to cry a little bit. But then when I had to transfer out of my chair, one more time, I started to cry again but I couldn’t cover my face because my arms were around my Mom. It hurts.
It feels like a lot today. I don’t know what’s going to happen before I transfer again to go to bed. I’ll let you know if I cry or not. This is really strange to feel like a lot. It keeps smacking me in my face!!!