6.19.15 Hope

I STILL am not driving.  Friday at Barwis was kind of quiet; not a lot of people were there.  Everyone had tank tops on for “Cut-Off Friday” and Nick Lucius asked if I had gotten the memo.  I have but going sleeveless is really not an option for me anymore.  I am so cold intolerant at this point that a slight breeze with chill me to the bone.  I don’t own tank tops but I will think about it.  It’s cute to see EVERYONE without sleeves though!

Heather wasn’t there so Nick and I worked on the blue table by ourselves.  I STILL was extremely tight and asked Nick if that could be seen as a “good”thing.  He thought for a second a shook his head and said, “Not really.”  I kind of knew that anyway.  I’m at a low point right now.  I can’t say that it will be my LOWEST point ever and I can’t even say that it is a temporary thing.  I HOPE it is!  I just know that, right now, it stinks pretty badly.  It scares me.  I HOPE that its temporary and possibly brought on by my school year coming to an end and no longer having that routine.  Christmas break this past winter proved to be difficult for me for the first time since my diagnosis. Maybe I can chaulk it up to having MS for nearly 14 years.

Nick stretched me on my back and had me do a few PNF’s.  I had him stretch me to the limit!  I even had to have him let up a bit because I just couldn’t take it.  It hurt too much.  I keep thinking that I only have to endure so much before things make a turn for the better for good. That turn did NOT come on Friday though.  Nick had me lay on my stomach for some stretching and PNF’s.  My legs felt so much better when I left on Friday.  It did NOT last forever or even the weekend but I HOPE that someday soon, it will.