One of the, “Ber” Months!!!

I was going to write about the heat for the past two days, but it was too unbearable for me. Today it’s a little bit easier to breathe. But all this back-and-forth is doing insane things to my body!!!

I am leaving the house tomorrow to get my teeth cleaned but it’s projected to be in the 80s tomorrow not the 90s.

I don’t know what I was thinking to schedule all these appointments in this heat but MS needs to be addressed even in the heat. My Mom called to reschedule my colonoscopy and I can’t do it until after September 25. That schedule isn’t open yet so we’ll have to call again toward the end of July.

My rescheduled colonoscopy and endoscopy is not going to be pleasant at all with my two day preparation before the procedure but at least it will be one of the, “Ber” months!!!

“I Bet That’s for Me!”

I was thinking the other day about a movie I saw on TV when I was probably 16. I periodically would see it when it was on TV since then, but the other day, I decided just to purchase it.

I have seen it four times since buying it so that makes me feel better because it costs less each time I watch it than what I paid for it. At least that’s what I tell myself!

The movie is, The Thing Called Love with Samantha Mathis and River Phoenix:

I will say that one thing that makes me wince every single time I see it is the twin towers as she is leaving New York. I remember when we would have the moment of silence to commemorate the events every year when I was teaching.

I remember one year a student asked me, what that was like because they were all too young to know. I thought about for a moment and I just said, “Sad.” And then I added that I was pregnant and it was so scary! I really wasn’t talking to my students then when I made that statement, I was just remembering.

Seeing those twin towers is tough for sure, but I am happy that I bought this movie! I think it was the second time that I saw it, that I realized that I seem to repeat Sandra Bullock lines!!!

I didn’t even know I said this because of this movie, but when my classroom phone would ring while I was teaching, I would always tell my students, “I bet that’s for me!”

But, I guess I did that a lot, I said things to amuse myself! I just think that it’s silly that I didn’t even know it was from this movie until I purchased it!

Fitting

I watched A Castle for Christmas in its entirety today. It seemed fitting for me today. Because my AC is fixed, even when it’s 81° outside, most times, I am seated in my house with a winter hat on. Like I was today.

My ‘temperature gauge’ has been broken for years now and I told my Mom that if given the choice, I prefer to be cold then to be hot. When I overheat, I can’t see.

I swear that I was Irish in my past life because I really dig the kilts and the tartans!!! I didn’t hear Kelly Clarkson’s song until last year and I’ve only seen this movie four times so far, but I heard another song that I am looking for now. I’m sure that I will see this one again in July at least.

This picture showed up in my phone so it’s my “Pic of the day” and I shared it on Facebook:

Merry Christmas in July!!!

Brand New

Today, my Mom marveled at the fact that it was 70° inside the house and it was 87° outside. I just looked at her and said, “It’s like the air conditioning is brand new?!”

And then I smiled at her because it IS brand new because I just bought it! I had to live through nine summers with window air conditioners in my house. I must say that I really like that my air conditioning is brand new. This truly feels really nice!!!

I’m grateful that I was able to get the air fixed in the nick of time because I am really feeling sick now but I think that might be because I am NOT on my supplements because of my procedure coming on Tuesday. Either way, this brand new air feels wonderful!!!

Old and Sick

I was recently listening to Third Eye Blind, specifically the song and the album I was listening to my first night at WMU. So I heard the specific song and then I let the album play. I know all the songs because I used to sing them!

I was specifically thinking about this song because it has been 10 days since I have had supplements. Oh, I am feeling it, to say the least!!!

My friend, Jonathon, said that you know you are old when you listen to songs you grow up with when we worked together. Well, I know I am older, but it’s interesting that a song I jammed to when I was 18 doesn’t it hit the spot for me now. maybe I’m just old and sick now…

My procedure is Tuesday and after I have it, I will begin taking them again and I’m so looking forward to it!!!

From ‘Strange’ to ‘Can’t’

Yesterday evening, my Mom asked me what music I was listening to. She asked me that because she did not recognize it. I told her that I’m listening to my music from my “Songs of Surrender” playlist on Hallow.

I told her that I felt ‘strange’ and my normal music was not going to cut it! I remember back when I was seeing Parker as my MRT (Muscle Release Technique) therapist. I called him my rubber, and he hated that! I explained to him that rubber is spelled, rub-er, because he rubs me.

In one of our conversations as he was rubbing me, we had spiritual conversations often; I remember once he told me that I should listen to praise music. I told him that I try to get into it, but I just can’t! He told me that I should because that music, are prayers straight to God!

I listened to the “Songs of Surrender” playlist on Hallow during the Easter season. I liked it so much, I saved it. I listened to it last night because I felt so strange I was hoping for some kind of relief. But this morning, things went from ‘strange’ to ‘can’t.’ Because, how it feels right now, I really ‘can’t’! But I have to until Tuesday!

Dig it!!!

so here’s the deal, lately, I have not been able to watch Hallmark movies after I am dressed and ready for the day. I have definitely slowed down even this morning! It is killing me to not have supplements and now I know that they do a whole lot of stuff for me!

We watched, Holday in the Wild, the other day and we watched, A Castle for Christmas and on this viewing, I heard this song:

Dig it!!!