Month: April 2026

I awoke today with a new sensation. Doesn’t that sound fun?! It absolutely has NOT! My complete right hand up to its wrist was numb. Like, completely numb.

I did not freak out and gradually, sensation returned. Came back in about an hour. Later in the day when I was seated in my chair and squeeze my therapy putty, it worked just fine.

I don’t understand why it would be numb because I sleep in one position for the entire night. I know that my nerves are shot and its manifesting itself.

Ray emailed me today what he was going to send to the doctor, but wires are crossed and it really stinks but I think I sent it to her in MyChart. That’s what I did today and hopefully tomorrow, things can start moving.

I’m definitely NOT in the song mood, but I should just leave this one here because I always think of this song when I say that statement:

I’ve been thinking of this song:

Sean just got reconnected to his Apple Music and we were talking about Boy bands. I told him how my friend from high school says that her husband does not know New Edition.

He mentioned the group High-Five. I vaguely remembered it. And then he started to mocking it with a high voice, and I joined in on the last word! I absolutely know that song!!! what am I 13 or something?! I looked it up and I was 10:

Oh, if you read that last post ‘Regulate,’ I cannot control my body temperature even more now!!! It’s terrible!!! ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE!!!

My Mom got this text. She is responsible for texts pertaining to me because she is awake when I am not. She sent it to me today:

Ray told us that it was going to be a month. But he said it could be ready to be serviced next Friday?! Seriously?!!!!

I was trying to think of the word that I am feeling and every word I thought of were lacking. They all had negative connotations. At first I thought, befuddled, and then baffled, and then bemused. They all fell short. I was talking with my Mom about it and she said ‘amazing’ and that was the word I was looking for! And you know what song was in my head because I am 44 years old!: