DISEASE PROGRESSION ALERT!!!:
today is Monday. My disease has progressed to me needing to have my nails cut every single Monday because I no longer have control of my fingers and hands. This fact is difficult for me to handle because when I stop biting my nails when I was about 10, are used to let them grow until one broke and then I would cut them all. I miss my, “Claw Nails” as my Barwis trainer, Adam, called them. I took this picture this morning before my nails were cut. I think it is absolute crazy that these are too long but I am finding that my nails tend to touch my eyeballs what I am trying to insert my contacts which hurts so that’s why I keep them short now.
so, every Monday morning now, I cut my nails so I won’t be able to put my contacts in. I am just startled by the progression of my disease wonder how far it’s going to go in my next 20 years because I am approaching year 21 on the 28th of this month. I thrive routines so it’s easier for me to remember that every single Monday I need to cut my nails. My Dad died on a Monday. The last significant break up I had before I exited the game was also on a Monday. Who likes Mondays anyway?!
