I came to a realization had about 3:30 this morning as I was trying to go to sleep. This realization that I came to caused my pillow case to get wet from my tears. I realized that this year, I can no longer have my Super Bowl food. Chewing has become that difficult for me. I can no longer celebrate my favorite holiday! (Super Bowl)
I cried about it a little bit today as well. I think this realization is just the tip of the iceberg of things I need to deal with and I feel that I am heading into a crossroad in the progression of my disease and I don’t know what to do. Last night, (or this morning), I flipped my pillow over and continued to try to get some sleep…