#DiseaseProgression

This is the first time on the eve of ‘go time’ that I have totally changed my appointments for tomorrow.

Instead of getting haircuts, I am going to the optometrist to change my out my contacts because my eyes get really itchy and they dry my eyes out. #DiseaseProgression

I hope these new contacts fit well and are not so expensive! Either way, I have to pay for it! Then we’re going to see about shoes…

My 2nd Christmas Commercial 2025

Today, I watched the Hallmark Channel as my Mom went to get her hair done. There’s something going on with my eyes that’s kind of scaring me a little bit. On Wednesday, I go to my optometrist and get a different kind of contact lenses.

My Accessibility remote control is not fully synced to my TV so I not really use it. My mom just put the Hallmark Channel on because it’s Christmas time. I saw a few commercials though! Here is my second one!:

Denny’s reminds me of going to Texas when I was seven with my family. I haven’t seen those Christmas movies in forever! Too bad we can’t get them now because they aren’t available without subscriptions to stream.

Past Tense

I told my Mom the other day that all of my good times are past tense. She was a bit of anghast about it, but I told her that my current existence is not fun! It hurts! I just think back in my memories to escape. I heard Train today and I thought of this:

Looking at this picture, I cannot believe that I am wearing a tank top, I can’t handle that anymore at all! Also, my hair is so long! that’s a statement. I never thought I would say! It’s easier for me with my hair being as short as it is now.

This is the song I heard:

I remember that was the first time that I thought chest hair looked good on a man. I was 28. Pat Monaghan came so close to us because we were in the pavilion in the front at DTE because I’m disabled.

Of Course I Do!!!

I watched Meet me in St. Louis today because my Mom and I were talking yesterday about Tootie being the most horrible!

My Mom asked me who I used to watch that movie with and I told her that it was just me. I was so young. I told my Mom that I was going to watch it today and she asked me if I owned it. I just looked at her with a furrowed brow and said, “Of course I do!!!”

It was so great to watch and remember being a child Watching it in my living room with the green carpet. I think I’ll watch it again at Christmas…

24k

I have just realized that in one week, my child will be 24 years old?! Wait. What?! I had a child 24 years ago?! I sent him this video last month but now I have to send it again today:

This song wasn’t out when I turned 24 but I said this as well.

This is my Life.

Tomorrow I have my appointment with my internist and I will get weighed and my flu shot. I’m going to tell her that she saved my life in suggesting that I get my colonoscopy. I’m still NOT okay with that by the way… I get weighed every six months just to make sure it hasn’t fluctuated that much.

Sean transferred me not too long ago and he told me that I am a lot lighter. My Mom has told me that my body is changing and I feel that as well.

I also need to have her update my medication list because I no longer take ibuprofen 800 because it gave me gastritis that I am still dealing with. I will see my naturopath in December to discuss that. I really can’t believe that this is my life now.

Uncomfortable

This weather is so weird and it’s so uncomfortable for me!!! I have not been able to sleep well the past two days and right now, the air conditioning is on in my house because it’s crazy uncomfortable outside.

I just want it to be Fall already!!! This is the first time that my body has ever felt this crazy. This back-and-forth with the weather change, I don’t like it! It’s uncomfortable to say the least!!!

Different!

Sean came by today and took a look at the garage door. I posted the fixed door on Facebook. I asked Sean about it, and he said that the fact that it’s the SAME door that he has seen NEVER working the whole time he has lived here. It was kind of crazy! I totally agreed with him! I told him that it’s just like the air inside. It’s different!

All we have to do now is clean that door! I think that’s something one of my ‘Secreds’ will do because I can’t! My Mom needs to rearrange things in there so that my car can go in.

My Mom messed up the door code to be NOT my normal code, but Sean reset it today.