Christmas now:

My heart is happy and I am contented.
#Simple Pleasures.
So, my shoes arrived yesterday:

Tree is not finished being put up, but this is the best Christmas present so far because I need it now. These will be my shoes for the rest of my life.
I put them on today when I went to transfer as we were going to get our routine done:

I snapped that picture before we started, and I looked at it and just said, “Yeah.”
Sean came over today and he saw my shoes and he told me, “That’s the smallest box I’ve ever seen! I don’t think I’ve had shoes that’s small!” I told him that he did when he was young. They are size 6 medium. That checks out because I used to wear a size 4 in little boys shoes.
Tomorrow will be their maiden voyage because I’m going to see my naturopath and the next day, we are getting haircuts and going to the lights!
Tomorrow is ‘go time.’ There are three outings in December. First, I am getting my teeth cleaned tomorrow and I’m getting shoes from Rochester Hills.
Then, next week I see my naturopath and get a haircut. This has been a brutal year! I’m thinking next year will be a little bit easier…
Sadly, I finished my last Ginger Spice chapstick last night. That was my Abuela chapstick! I hope it comes back eventually!
I used a new flavor today. Cranberry Spritz. It’s kind of like in high school when Old Navy used teal and pink as their Christmas decorations. That was weird?! I don’t remember. I was a Junior in high school.

I think that’s what this flavor is like. I could take it or leave it but I’ll finish it before the end of December so then I can try the new Cinnamon Apple Crisp. I think that one will be my post Thanksgiving flavor next year. But the same flavor. Is also titled A Bit of Spice. #Cute
January 1 is Coco Mint because my brother, Jimmy, got me a whole bunch!!!
I went from taking my supplements three times a day to taking it four times a day. But then, my pills were not fitting into the container very well, so I decided to change to a ‘ninja star’ pill box put that ended up not working either after a little bit..
That pill box was pretty short-lived because it only lasted a few months and now I got this one:

I am not going to lie because seeing this made me wince a little bit. Sean came by today to bring up the Christmas tree and I showed him my newest pill box.
I first showed him the three pill day because that’s what my pills used to be. Now, I use that to store my Saturday night vitamins because that’s when I pillage so all of my pill containers need to be empty.
Then, I showed him my newest box. It is so big!!! I told him it looks like a laptop! He kind of chuckled and said that it looks exactly like that! I opened up the lid and he said that it looked so organized. That it does, but I still winced because it’s so big?!!!!
This just feels like a culmination of me getting sicker and sicker… I see my naturopath on December 16th.
My Thanksgiving meals are modified now. I can no longer eat turkey and that wasn’t a really big deal for me anyway. Now, sides are made for me and they are delicious!
My Thanksgiving meal first and foremost consists of a nutrition shake because I need the protein before I can enjoy any food. I had cheesy potatoes, sweet potatoes, and stuffing.
MY Mom hasn’t been making her pies for a while, and that was a staple for me for my entire life! Well, turns out that my brother, Ray, has taken up that mantle and I had the MOST delicious piece of pie tonight!!!
I only ate half of what was given to us for my dinner. I have leftovers! That’s what I’ll be eating tomorrow. As I was eating my pie, I told my Mom that, “It feels like I’ve had Thanksgiving dinner!”
I haven’t been able to gorge myself for years as a power chair user. I just got enough of a taste today and I am content most definitely content!
I really heard this song today! She can’t even sing anymore either! I am lost all of the words I think that it was a bit cathartic… at least that is what I’m telling myself right now:
It’s ‘go time’ tomorrow. I’m focued.
man?! I think I’m 22 years old or something. I still know all these ones too!: