So Difficult

I decided that today was going to be the day where I was going to watch It’s a Wonderful Life.

I told my Mom today that this was the first movie. I learned all of the words to because my Mom loved this movie and we watched it so many times during Christmas time!

But now, as an adult, I realize how horribly sad it really is! I cried pretty much from the beginning to the end. I was a little bit shocked that I started to audibly sob when I heard Janie say, “There’s something the matter with daddy.”

I made the commitment years ago to watch it at least once a year, so I honored that commitment but this was so Difficult!!!