I Can’t

September’s ‘go time’ was a success, but just barely… it hasn’t felt this difficult since March but recovering today, I’m realizing a few things. I didn’t put my contacts in NOT because I didn’t want to but because I couldn’t.

This is the first ‘go time’ recovery where I am a little bit concerned about how things are progressing… This is the first time where ‘I can’t.’ it takes a minute for my brain to warm up now and when I am asked questions, I just stare at my Mom unable to answer. That’s been happening lately…