The Eve of ‘Go-Time’

My mind is full and I am not sleeping because this right now is the eve of ‘go-time’. This month’s ‘go-time’ just consists of one day. There is a two-fer on that one day though. I see Dr. Clark, my naturopath, at 3 o’clock and then at 5:30. We are getting our haircut (and I am getting my eyebrows waxed) at 5:30.

I have been playing the day’s plans over and over again in my mind so I have everything straight. I think that I have finally figured out the proper way to successfully complete go-time.’

March was exceptionally difficult for me and that was when we got my state ID. I had a really hard time that month! That’s when I decided to re-calibrate how I handle it these days. I had to segment my days. With all of my disease progression in these 22+ years, sadly, my brain does not work as it used to.

I’ve had to space out paying my bills after I receive my disability check and I I plan my appointments months in advance. I had this calendar year scheduled in April.

I am a nerd! I have no problem with that! And because I am not sleeping and I saw this video minutes after I woke up and I was trying to get focused on being awake. This story startled me, and when I showed my Mom, the second she saw sister Wilhelmina, she said, “She’s from the order of the sisters of St. Joseph.”

When she said that, all the stories, my Parents told me about their grade school antics became clearer to me. Both of my Parents went to the same grade school in Detroit. Saint Anne’s and they were completely taught by nuns. This is how they dressed, and the story is speaking to my heart!!!: