I have been in a funk since talking with my nutritionist on January 11. I thought I would be better after I talk to my Speech Pathologist on January 25 but that is NOT the case!!!
I have been listening to my Gavin DeGraw playlist on loop since then. I have a discovered that when I am in a really big funk like I was and still pretty much STILL AM, I listen to Gavin DeGraw. That was the album I listen to most often when I first bought our first apartment. That was when I became a grown-up.
I have shared Gavin DeGraw songs so much on my blog! I was searching through my Apple Music playlists and I noticed that there were some duplicate playlists. I’m not sure how that happened but I deleted the duplicates. I came across a playlist that I didn’t know what was in it. It was titled, “Seanie” and I know that Sean does not call himself that so I clicked on it and I saw the two songs that were contained in that playlist! That’s why I named the playlist ‘Seanie’!!!
The first song on this playlist:
This song was my jam in high school! And because I had Sean two minutes after high school, I still had the CD in my room! I can remember from the earliest days of going to the grocery store with my infant in a car seat carrier! I have always pictured Sean and I dancing to the song at his wedding one day but as my disease has been progressing quite steadily, i’m not so sure.
The second and last song on the playlist:
This song was the first song that played in the car that I bought at Bill Wink Chevrolet dealership that closed not too long afterward. This song was playing as I drove down Ford Road to get back to our second apartment and I pulled into the carport just as this song ended.