The Struggle is SO Real Now…

I woke up this morning in pain with tears stinging my eyes. I called my Mom to get me out of bed. It’s like that now. She says that I help but I am not sure how much anymore. In 21 years, I can’t get used to waking up in tears but with these feet that seems to be an every day thing.

Tears breached the corners of my eyes before I was out of bed. Now, I am sitting in my wheelchair with my blurry bandaged feet outstretched. I haven’t put my contacts in yet. I have an appointment on Thursday with the optometrist. I think my prescription has gotten a lot worse because I can’t really see even with my contacts in and my glasses with my prism.

I took a pain pill and I am listening to my rosaries on my phone as I drink my breakfast and take my vitamins. I really feel that the struggle is SO real now…