Too Much OR Broken

Last night, (well, really this morning) dealing with my feet has proven to be too much! My feet hurt so badly as my Mom tended to them and I think after 21 years with MS and just over a month dealing with the problems with my feet, This tears started streaming. A lot of them and really fast. I wiped them away as fast as I could because nobody likes tears in their ears when you’re aying down.

I have said before that this external pain is too much and this morning, it broke me. I am broken. My Mom tried to be encouraging this morning as she tended them some more and she said that they are healing but my body takes forever to heal and I’m not sure if I want to do this!

but I guess that I have to…