Today is an extremely difficult day! I have been in excruciating pain from the second I woke up. It felt like my body was just a bag full of liquid and bones. I prayed and pled with my God that the pain would go away! I constantly changed the position of my wheelchair trying to find a comfortable spot. My hip bones were killing me.
It took hours for me to feel well enough to finally have my Mom wash my hair at about 630 this evening because I have my swallow test tomorrow in the afternoon.
I constantly heard this song in my head and remembered a classmate making me a mixed tape of his favorite songs off of Janet Jackson’s “The Velvet Rope” album. He was a big fan of Janet Jackson!:
I would really like to feel “real special” instead of how I feel right now.