I Feel It

My Mom got a fresh turkey this year and she brought it to my house this morning and put it in my oven while we completed our morning routine. Sean watched the Lions game and I was quite optimistic in the beginning but, ultimately, they lost. That really bummed me out!

My Mom took the cooked turkey to present at her house because that is where my family is meeting. I am not feeling very well again today. As we completed our morning routine, I began to cry because this hurts all of the time! I seem to be having a hard time these days. I feel it in my eyes! I have so many posts I need to write for my blog and I am not even able to re-post my Christmas Faves just yet.

I know that is really not a big deal but it is for me. I want to keep my blog updated and I have not even written about Sean’s Ring Day or going to see the movie Last Christmas. I also have 1 million random songs that have shown up on my YouTube feed and I haven’t posted them yet. I just don’t feel well enough yet.. My eyes hurt! It makes me think of the Black Crowes song but I don’t even think I have the strength to post it here yet.

I have never been hit this hard and I’ve had MS for so long time but today, it hurts and I feel it!