2 Years, 3 Months, + One Day

I did not realize that today it has been two years and three months to the day since the last day I was at Barwis. I haven’t been there in so long and it hurts so badly! Two years and three months ago to the day was the last day that my right Did NOT hurt.

Two years, three months, and one day ago was the day that my right knee was injured, the day I tore my meniscus. With the exception of a couple of days after my Tenex procedure, it has hurt every day! The reason it didn’t hurt a couple days after my Tenax was because of the numbing spray or lotion they put on before Dr. Moore jabbed a screwdriver into the left side of my shin. It felt like a screwdriver so that’s how I choose to describe it.

But, today, Sean helped me transfer To my manual chair and my knee popped out! My Mom could not immediately pop it back in and I caught Sean’s eye witnessing the pain in my face and how much pain I was in! I didn’t like to see him being concerned! It took a while for my mom to get my knee popped back in and it gave a hollow click as it popped back in. It’s a relief when my knee pops back in because the pain stops but it does not feel good when it happens!

I don’t know why it is STILL happening! It hurts so much and my knee has been hurting since then even with my tens unit on! I go back to see Dr. Moore on December 28. My anniversary. The day that will mark having had MS for half of my life. Maybe he will have some answers for me because being in pain for two years and three months is REALLY NOT cool!