1.19.18 Heavy

I worked with Greg on Friday. He stretched my leg out really good  and for a really long time and then he had me do my leg lifts with the bolster under my knee. I really rocked them with Matt and I do OK with Brad, but doing my leg lifts on Friday with Greg proved to be really difficult! I told him that my legs felt, “Heavy.”

This fact frustrated me and tried to put these frustrating thoughts out of my head (if just for a moment) so I immediately thought of the movie Across the Universe and this song. I could see Max carrying the Statue of Liberty with all the other guys.  I love that movie!

“I Want You/She’s So Heavy”  Across the Universe Soundtrack

We ended our time with the ultrasound and I really could feel the vibrations from the ultrasound more than I ever have before. It felt nice! I think it is crazy how ever since my injury, I am hyper-aware of my knee, it’s aches, and how much it hurts… STILL.

My knee is still popping out of it socket and I don’t know why. I will talk to Dr. Moore about this when I see him.   In the meantime, when it pops out and I gasp, my mom will grab my ankle and pop it back in. I remember I told Mr. Langford about this and he said something like she was, “Hard-core.”   I remember laughing and I didn’t really think about it but, I guess she is!   It’s just crazy that this is still happening a year and a half later.