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I randomly thought of this song a few days ago:

As I pulled it up on YouTube, I saw this video and I had to watch it. I did not know any of this!:

Useless trivia, but this song is in my head hard-core!!!

I saw this article a few days ago:

https://www.instyle.com/christina-applegate-depression-multiple-sclerosis-8657950

I read it and I was quiet. She is only in her third year of having MS, me, + 20 years. It’s going to get so much worse!!!

Maybe this is getting MS some needed publicity?

I just watched this movie and reminded me of my friend, Hope!!!:

I remember when she suggested this movie to me, and when I watched it, I was astounded, and I could not believe how bold Sophia was, and we laughed and laughed and laughed!!!

I opened my eyes this morning, and I was exhausted! I couldn’t figure out why until I got my morning vitamins, and realized that I forgot to take my night vitamins AGAIN last night! Grrr!!!

got me thinking all day today that I really need that many vitamins a day so it just points to my disease progression which kind of stinks…

I remembered to take my night vitamins last night! I really think that I like my new pillbox. I think it is strange that I take vitamins four times a day and it’s kind of a lot of vitamins. They are called supplements, but I think I’m more comfortable calling them vitamins.

I am slowly learning my pillbox! At first, I didn’t even know how to open it, but now, I realize it’s made for older people who take vitamins four times a day. I didn’t understand how to open it and all I need to do is press the heel of my palm on the top of the box, and then the latch releases quite easily!

I also have figured out what my pillbox reminds me of. It’s the movie Passengers. I didn’t realize this at first, but it’s totally what it looks like! Here’s my pillbox.

I don’t even really like the movie! I didn’t see it in theaters, but my Mom likes it and I watch it with her. It took me a minute to figure it out, but I thought back to when Chris Pratt was looking through all of the manuals, trying to figure out how to wake up Jennifer Lawrence. I watched this clip yesterday, and when I saw it, that’s my pillbox! At least that’s what I think:

At least, that’s what I see as I’m kind of fumbling with my pillbox at this point. I can’t control my hands anymore but it’s a little bit easier. #MSsucks!!! 😒😒😒…

I can clearly see my disease progression. It took me four rosaries to fill my pillbox today. Going from 20 pills a day to 31 pills a day constitutes a little bit more time!

I’ve gone from this:

To this:

I now take supplements four times a day. I am at a loss! I never expected it to be like this! This is difficult!

so, this happened yesterday:

We watched Peanut Butter Falcon today and afterward I saw this on Facebook and this is by far my FAVORITE Mother’s Day post!!!:

I laughed out loud when I saw this from a Facebook friend from high school! I was a Junior when this song came out! It was my jam!!!

The ENTIRE time I played this song in my car, watched it on TV in my Parents living room on MTV, and heard it playing in the mall while I was shopping with my friends, I NEVER once thought that I would ACTUALLY be a ‘baby mama’ one day. But alas, here we are!

I watched this video just after I saw this post and I was back in my Parents’ living room and they had beige carpet back then. My Mom has hardwood floors now.

Yesterday, I had to change my visual field test that was scheduled for July 3 to August 13. That’s my life or now. Doctors appointments. But I’m OK with that. I saw the change in MyChart and then I saw that I will meet my endocrinologist in nine days.

I heard the sound of slick wheels driving down the road and I cringed. This weather is terrible for my body!

But, I was taken back to my very first Target run at WMU. It was with Marissa, my wall mate and Tonya who lived down the hall. Marissa had shotgun and I told her she was in charge of the radio. This song came on, and she started singing it so loudly, and she said to us in the car, “Oh, you know the words!” we all laughed and started singing, and that was the icebreaking moment at WMU for me.

Thinking about this day, I can STILL see it so clearly, it made me smile.

Maroon 5 came on my Apple Music playlist all of the time when I just played one song. I was listening to this song a lot because my soul hurts:

The weather is getting warmer and that means that I am uncomfortable. I only listen to two Maroon 5 albums. They are in my playlist. It’s just their first two albums Songs about Jane and It Won’t be Soon Before Long.

Sadly, they sold out after that. at least that’s what I think. Those two albums are my fave. I’m posting songs from their sophomore album here now:

And I have to start with this song. My dad‘s birthday is coming up: