I discovered my first canker sore on January 12. We treated it and it went away. We have already spoken to our dentist and my naturopath.
Well, guess who discovered another canker sore today! It’s me! I am officially a Gutter-mouth! I actually tried to take a picture of it. It’s in the center of my lower lip. I was able to get a picture and I texted it to my Mom.
My Mom was actually napping but I woke her up so we could put medicine on it so it stopped burning. It didn’t hurt again when she applied it to my lip. I don’t think that I like this new development.!!!
So, I found out that I had a canker sore on the 12th. It’s the 16th and it’s still NOT healing having MS for 23 years, it makes sure that any ailment I get it lingers. I think that it may be weirding my Mom out a little bit that the medicine does not bother me at all when she puts it on the canker sore. Having MS as long as I’ve had it, this canker sore does not compare at all but it’s NOT fun at all!!!
I heard John Legend singing this song in my head few days ago as I was on the verge of falling to sleep in the early hours of the morning. I remember that it was a duet, but I couldn’t remember who it was with.
I thought of that again today, what I hear is John Legend Saying “shoeyou a safe place to land” I just searched it, and the duet is with Sara Bareilles?! Of course it is!!! And here is the song:
So, I wrote about that Maroon 5 song that I added to my “Daddy” playlist. I hadn’t heard it for a while so I played it last night when I read over my blog post. Well, I lost it!… Again. 17 years later!!!
I turned this song on and as I heard the opening bars, I saw myself driving to the School of Education at U of M Dearborn. It was just off main campus and driving there from my work, seeing that I have lived in Dearborn for my entire life, certain landmarks hold deep memories for me!
I think that I have written about this memory before, but it was just after my Dad died when I was still in school to get my masters degree. The School of Education building is on the way to the Henry Ford dialysis center. I think it had been just months after my Dad had died and I was driving to school after I had to teach for the day.
Something that I have realized now that I no longer work, it was SO BEYOND tiring to work for the 12 years that I did work! So, I was tired and I still needed to go to class. As I was driving to school in a familiar environment, I saw a car that was my Dad’s car! My Dad had stopped driving for a few years before he died but you couldn’t tell me that then when that car turned into the dialysis center.
I gasped and turned into the parking lot of the building where my class was. I always parked in the front in the disabled parking. I pulled into the spot, and I lost it! I told Sean that the other day. I never told him that before. He was only four. but 17 years later, I thought I could handle it, but when I heard the bars, turns out that I can’t!!!:
I chose this video of this song because I think it’s more dramatic and I can’t believe that it affected as much as it did, correction: as much as it DOES! 17 years later?!!!
I guess that it’s better late than never but I woke up to phase 3 being completed. I felt just like Gus-Gus!:
I cannot believe that Cinderella was made in 1950!?! I grew up watching that movie! Here she is!:
I waited until night time to take a picture with just the lights on the tree on in the room.
This year, I have made the executive decision to put ornaments on the top half of my tree, because Leia is 4 now. My Mom and I will choose the ornaments to put on together probably tomorrow at the earliest.
I woke up to phase 2 being completed. I have resigned myself to being just a spectator for Christmas decorations! Today was the first day I sat in the living room with no lights on except for the Christmas tree, and I really like that!!!:
My Mom fell asleep before it was over because we have seen it before but it’s a Christmas movie so we decided to watch it today. We were going to watch it free on Peacock. There was a little bit of a problem, so Mom just bought it for us will probably Tomorrow or something.
I think it must have been about five or six years ago on Twitter, that someone posed the question of our favorite version of, “O Holy Night.” It was a survey with probably three or four options of singers. The only one I can remember was Josh Groban but I remember that none of the options were my favorite version. The final option was, “Other” and I checked that box and added this video:
I remember I got a response from the person who posted it on Twitter and they just said, “Wow!” I responded with, “Right?!”
Jon Secada is my favorite version of O Holy Night hands-down!!! I first discovered his voice when I was about 12 years old and my friend Natalie‘s babysitter really liked his voice so that reminds me of being a kid. But this song?! it gives me such chills!!! So when I was confronted with my favorite version of this song I can’t forget about Jon!!!
I saw on Facebook the other day that a friend posted an image of a gingerbread man dancing because it was almost December! I thought it was so cute and I shared it. But really, that’s not how my Decembers go since 2000. I am not looking forward to December 28 because that will be 23 years that I will have had Multiple Sclerosis.
I tell my Mom that it is starting to get ‘real’ now and she asked me, “Hasn’t it always been?” I usually let out of sigh, a dejected sigh and I answer with, “Yeah.”
These are my December jams:
But this song is popping up in my head as well, and is reminding me of driving to Barwis. There was snow outside:
