I was thinking about the fact that next week is ‘go time.’ I’m already thinking about what bills I need to pay and the monthly necessities I need to order once my check is deposited.
I really can’t believe my life is like this now but it is. I more clearly thought about what my vaccine schedules should be. I can’t get my second shingles shot in May because I am getting my Covid shot. I get that every six months. I am more clearly seeing the doctors that I need to see as well. I’m hoping to add the vascular surgeon for June. That’s the doctor to handle the circulatory system.
My Mom asked me the date today and when I told her, I said, “Hey, my birthday is in a month.” She asked me how I feel about that and I didn’t have an answer. I thought about it for a while, and my answer is, “Eh.”
I, historically would love my birthday, and start an countdownuntil the day. Since it is February 12, which is Bobby Garrigan’s birthday, my birthday is in one month. T-30; but, given my current situation and it will be this way until I die. it’s whatever, I think.