I had forgotten what it feels like to have snow on the ground. Waking up today was horrible! I was kind of awake at about 6 o’clock and I didn’t feel good, when my Mom changed the wedge, she told me that it was snowing.
I struggled for a while longer. I tried putting prayers on to get back to sleep, but I couldn’t. My whole body felt horrible, and I have never felt this way in my entire life!!!
As I continued to struggle to wake up, I was so grateful that I got my Thanksgiving cards out yesterday because it’s winter weather now! When my Mom finally came into my room, I sat up fully in my bed and started to put my feet down as tears were freely streaming out of both eyes hand down both of my cheeks.
I looked at my Mom in desperation, and just said through tears, “Endurance is key!” that’s why I reposted that old post that I had written in 2014. I remember writing that one. And it was the first time that I began to cry as I wrote it. Ms. Harden had just come into my room and she was completely alarmed at my tears, but I quickly wiped them away and shook my head because I assured her that it’s nothing like that.
I have been thinking about that post for a while and I remember writing it and I remember being in my classroom as I wrote it. I have been thinking that endurance is the key for a while! I feel that my disease is spiraling, but I’m catching it at everyturn! It’s tiring and it hurts.
Next week, Liz is calling about my contacts and I need to order another supplement from Dr. Clark’s office tomorrow. Endurance is key even in this weather.