I think that I have reached my, “New Normal.” I was not prepared for this, but this is how it is now. I think I may be starting to feel a little bit better and I don’t want to jinx it so that’s all I’m going to say about that.
What’s really helping me out right now is how encouraging my Mom is. When I tell her, quite dejectedly, that this is my ‘new normal.’ She’s quick to say, ‘only for a little while!’
I feel myself slowing down and I wonder how this is all going to play out! I’m not quite sure. There is a lot going on in my head right now!