At a Loss

I’m glad that the weather has finally broken even though it’s supposed to be a little warm next week. I’m still trying to figure out how to explain how I have felt with all of these appointments in this weather! This song keeps popping up in my head and I think this is kind of how I have felt about these past eight months:

I didn’t know that MS was going to be this terrible, but it is. I’m trying to get my thoughts together about this, but I just keep hearing her say, “ I didn’t know.” I really didn’t know that it was going to be like this and I think I’m at a loss…