“This is NOT my choice”

So, my shoulders feel funny! It took me a minute to realize, but my shoulders felt like this when I had Sean. Anesthesia does not work with me, but I had to do what I had to do, but this is not my choice as Sara aptly states:

I’m so grateful that everything is over for July. Now, I will wait until August 5 to get my eyes checked by my optometrist. It is my hope that he will explain to us what Dr. Bansal found as my neural ophthalmologist! There was a whole bunch of scans and he knows what he’s looking at!