Yesterday evening, my Mom asked me what music I was listening to. She asked me that because she did not recognize it. I told her that I’m listening to my music from my “Songs of Surrender” playlist on Hallow.
I told her that I felt ‘strange’ and my normal music was not going to cut it! I remember back when I was seeing Parker as my MRT (Muscle Release Technique) therapist. I called him my rubber, and he hated that! I explained to him that rubber is spelled, rub-er, because he rubs me.
In one of our conversations as he was rubbing me, we had spiritual conversations often; I remember once he told me that I should listen to praise music. I told him that I try to get into it, but I just can’t! He told me that I should because that music, are prayers straight to God!
I listened to the “Songs of Surrender” playlist on Hallow during the Easter season. I liked it so much, I saved it. I listened to it last night because I felt so strange I was hoping for some kind of relief. But this morning, things went from ‘strange’ to ‘can’t.’ Because, how it feels right now, I really ‘can’t’! But I have to until Tuesday!