Tonight is the eve of ‘go time.’ I’ve already set my alarms and I’ve gone through the orders. I will place tomorrow morning before I get out of bed.
I was telling Sean today that it’s ‘go time’ but I’m not going anywhere. my Mom will pick up the van tomorrow morning and get a lasagna (I can still eat that) and then come back to my house to get the wheelchair.
My Mom is taking my wheelchair to get an actuator replacement, and a pelvis stabilizer, (that means a seatbelt). I was noticing that reclining back in my chair was taking a long time back in October and that’s when my Mom took it in and they saw that I need a new actuator. That’s the motor in the hydraulic or something.
I don’t know what it is but I know it’s going to cost me $129 bucks or something like that. I am just foregoing my haircut and wax for November.
I only have three more ‘go times’ for the year! I don’t have a doctor appointment in December, but I have January through April next year already scheduled and planned. My ENTIRE existence is on a schedule now. I don’t know how I feel about that but I don’t think it really matters because the appointments have to be scheduled.