This morning, when my Mom got me out of bed, my eyes did not tear and I don’t think that that I granted as much as I did yesterday. I was able to sit up on my own by engaging my core. I hear a mix of all four of my previous Barwis trainers. Today, I thought mostly of Nick, my last trainer.
As I sat up, similar to yesterday, and I didn’t even know how loudly I said it but I said, once I was seated upright, “Kinda traumatic.” I didn’t look at my Mom and I don’t think I was saying it to her, but mostly to myself.
I am starting to get completely startled at how difficult it is to wake up and move around to get into my chair. When I was putting my contacts in today, I asked my Mom if she heard what I said this morning, and she kind of acknowledged that I said something and asked me what I said.
I looked at her and said, “Kinda traumatic.” She nodded and told me that she heard that and then asked, “What am I supposed to stay?! I did not even look at her as I put my contact into my left eye and I just sad, “Nothing.”
There is absolutely nothing to say, but I’ve told my Mom so many times, I never thought that it would get this bad, because I really didn’t!