I opened my eyes this morning and I’m not sure why but this song popped into my head before I even said my morning prayer. This month I have been immersing myself with Matchbox 20, so I guess that’s why. My Mom had gone to return the wall mount for the TV that was just installed was that not needed. I texted her when I woke up and I knew it would be a moment before she got back here. I did not feel well last night, so much so that before I brushed my teeth, I had to take one of my prescription pain pills. I asked my Mon what the humidity was and she told me it was at 76%. No wonder I don’t feel well! I guess that’s why I thought of this song, I am, “Unwell” but not in terms the song speaks of:
Last night, I realized that without the excitement of the holidays, I am just left with the horrible feelings I have with the winter weather and the precipitation. I never thought about the fact that I would never get better. I often think about how I used to be but those memories get further and further away every day…
