I’m not sure if it’s the rain or me recovering from my day out of the house yesterday but I realized as I listened to music and scrolled through Twitter that so much of my life is passing me by…
I saw the Tweet which made me so sad!
Did I really miss Nate‘s sendoff?! The show that I IMMEDIATELY came to LOVE and it got me through time off work because of my knee injury and subsequent recovery from surgery.
But I think the REAL downside of being diagnosed so young (I was 18 and 7 months after my high school graduation and not even complete with my first semester of college) is that 20+ years in, it hurts so much and SO MUCH of my life has passed me by!
I had a conversation with someone once about the need to have, “A person” (Grey’s Anatomy reference) and the fact that I don’t want to involve anyone or expose them to my misery and hardships.
And I’ve really been hearing this song often during my Sara Bareilles immersion:
There is NO, “You” because MS has made sure of it and that’s a very sad realization end it emotes tears on my part!