Month: June 2020

ALMOST 40lbs. of Trouble

We called Leia’s vet today to get more information about her, “Curbside” appointment on Saturday. During that call, we learned that she is 37.8 pounds which is healthy for her age and breed. The receptionist took our number for the doctor to call us to give us more details about the antibiotic she was prescribed. Once my Mom learned her weight, she said that she was, “Almost 40 pounds of trouble.” I kind of laughed and disagreed with her and told her that we love Leia! My Mom told me that was the title of a movie:

The movie was made in 1963 and I’m not sure about ever seeing it. It was really nic to hear that she is healthy because on Saturday, as Sean took her to the vet, I kept texting him and told him that I kind of felt how I did on his first day of preschool.

That comparison kind of startled me but it is true. Going along with that, I ordered her more chew toys today because she has killed a couple of the ones from my last order. I really appreciate talking with my Facebook friends about her because I’ve never had a dog before. One of my Facebook friends let me know that they only buy Kong toys for their dog and they seem to last. I ordered her a few today and we will see when they get here. This is how she looked on Saturday after her appointment:

I really think it’s nuts that I love her but I do and she looked so cute on Saturday!

Melancholic

As I sat in my wheelchair this morning and tried to wake up. I opened my YouTube friend and saw this song and shared it on Facebook. I can’t share the exact video here but this is this song:

This song is one of my favorite U2 songs. It has a melancholic tinge to it that I find rather comforting and the words squeeze my heart.

Speaking of my heart being squeezed, I am so saddened that today I did NOT have Sean’s graduation party. I was looking so forward to it, especially, given my history of lack of graduation parties. With the uptick of virus cases, I feel certain that I was right to cancel it. I cannot handle the heat of it being outdoors and many of my family members are also vulnerable. I hope to reschedule it but I don’t know when that will be.

Pretty Girl

Leia went to the vet for the first time today. I think it went well or at least that’s what Sean said. He took her for her “Curbside visit.” I will get more details on Monday when we call for follow up. She was clean today because my Mom has been giving her oatmeal baths twice a week and she looks so clean! She really IS a pretty girl!

#MyGirlL won’t look so shiny tomorrow or smell so good after she rolls around in the yard for a little while. But here’s proof that she was once pretty clean!

Random Tunes #48 and #49 in my YouTube Feed

Yesterday, after I posted about the three videos I saw in my YouTube feed, this one also showed up:

I saw them perform this song with my brother, Steve, and a few other former colleagues. As I searched for the video that showed up in my YouTube feed, I saw this one and this is what it looked like when I saw them:

I remember that I had such a great time at that concert that I ended up ordering the DVD of that concert in Chicago.

Then, this morning, there was this gem that will forever remind me of student-teaching:

Maybe these tunes are so random because, “Big Brother” knows that I needed to hear some of my favorite u2 songs right about now!

Good Ol’ Days

I stumbled across this picture yesterday when writing my blog post. I was searching in my media library for a picture that I know I have shared before and then I saw this one:

I have no idea why or when I posted this picture but it made me long for the good ol’ days of when I had two, properly shaped eyebrows. My eyebrows have looked similar to this since I was 12 but that’s not how they look right now! When I saw this picture, it made me think of this song;

And then, thinking about this song made me think about this picture:

This picture was taken the second to last concert that I saw a DTE with my cousinT, Shannon. This picture was taken when we saw Train, Gavin Degraw, and Maroon 5. The last concert I went to was also with my cousinT at DTE when we saw a Train, Maroon 5, and the Script.

I never thought I would say this but there is the issue of my short hair:

Without a haircut in four months, my hair is super overgrown and I never thought that I would annoy me but it does:

I am too self-conscious and embarrassed to show anyone how my eyebrows look now though!

Me and my Boy

I’ve been listening to a lot of Gavin DeGraw‘s first album and it reminds me of when we got our first apartment:

It reminds me of walking on crutches and still driving. It reminds me of a life I had that is in the peripheral of clear memories. I can still remember the clock that home on the wall and the shower curtain we had. I still have them even though the shower curtain is tattered and the clock no longer works, it’s still haze in my kitchen.

Even though the curtain is tattered in the ac lock no longer works, it reminds me of being more able bodied and I really like that.

it has always been me and my boy for me:

That picture was taken the summer before we got our first apartment and this is the last picture we have taken together, just after he turned 18:

So, these songs remind me of the little boy and they reinforce that it has pretty much always been me and my boy.

I Forgot

I have had very long hair since I was a child. I remember seeing a picture of me in my school uniform laughing when I was in second grade with my head tilted to the side and my side ponytail showed my hair down to my shins. I wasn’t very tall but my hair was pretty long anyway. I remember I came across a picture from high school that was a nice one that showed how long my hair was:

I’ve written before about how I chopped all my hair off on my 26th birthday:

I think this picture was taken a couple years after I turned 26 but my hair has not been on my neck for the past 12 years. Well, here it is now:

The summer after I cut it, I could run a comb through it after my shower when it was still wet and then shake my hair with my hands and that would be that. Fast forward 12 years and four months in quarantine later and my hair is longer now and I cannot have wet hair any longer. My disease has progressed far enough where my sensory disorder no longer allows me to have wet hair for a long period of time. I would be too cold. My hair takes, “A three act play” for me to dry it completely, because I have to pause multiple times in order to not overheat now that my hair is so long.

This morning, as my Mom washed my hair, it was really knotty as she ran a comb through my hair to see if all the shampoo was out. She asked me if I combed my hair this morning and I replied, “I forgot!” I’m so out of touch with having long hair that I seriously forgot that is something you need to do every day! Running my hands through my hair will not cut it at all now!

Extreme Chew Toys

I received another package from Chewy today. Leia has torn up all of the chew toys that I have bought her! For my last order, I clicked on the, “Extreme” tab when choosing toys. It seems that she requires extreme chew toys. She likes it:

This chew toy held up today and I hope it lasts a lot longer!