My Second COVID-19 Tears

My first tears of the, “Stay-at-home” orders were warranted, I think. It was too warm in my house and my air conditioner was not set up in my room so I couldn’t handle the heat. Think that was the primary cause of my tears.

However, I cried yesterday as well even though Sean ordered B dubs for us for Mother’s Day which was absolutely delicious! I was even able to have leftovers for lunch today. But I had an uncomfortable feeling gnawing at me and I couldn’t understand it.

I saw this video on my YouTube feed today:

I shared it on Facebook and I think that my hair will look similar to this (even though I am NOT a redhead like I have always wanted) when all of this is over. I have no idea when all of this will be over and it will be safe for me to leave my house!

I actually think that my tears were because I’ve said before that not much in my life has changed with the, “Stay-at-home” orders. The rising death toll in the United States scares me so I don’t plan on leaving my house anytime soon but one thing that is really making it difficult for me is my overgrown hair and my one eyebrow.

It’s gotten like that now and I think that depresses me. I have always made sure that my eyebrows were well-groomed and even on a fixed income, I still managed to make that happen. But now, I have not gotten my haircut nor my eyebrows done since the middle of February. I think I will say that that is what has made me cry so I don’t have to think about all of the horribleness going on around me!