NOT So Much…

So, this video popped up in my YouTube feed last Sunday:

Anyone who knows me, knows that this one is my ULTIMATE, Christmas jam!!! I was surprised that it took so long for it to show up this year! I’ve been pretty festive this year even though I still can’t find my tree skirt and I rarely leave my house now.

When I am tired of watching TV, I jam to my, “December Faves” that I posted on my blog or Wham! from my phone. I learned something new a few days ago. Well, sadly, it is official. Even though I am by myself in my home, I can’t bring myself to belt out any of my favorite Christmas song that I’ve been listening to for the past three days.

I can’t muster up and I need strength to let any words to come out of my mouth. Because this song is my jam however, I’ve been listening to it repeatedly. It’s been three days that I listen to it multiple times in the day but I can’t sing anything. No sound will come out of my mouth. Not without a lot of pain. MS is really kicking my butt! Maybe it’s so painful because I used to be able to do it and now, I can’t.

I will let you know if mouthing the words is the same as belting them out at the top of my lungs because OF COURSE I know every single word! But for now I can tell you that yeah, not so much… 😒😒😒